(few days ago pic =D)





Yst at darlin place with fel, went home gt things done rush down plaza watch "ghost tunnel" den down to work.. uncle always bluff me say duno comin ma end up oso come, zhenguo,james n guys came, ahwee soonheng n guys came, mingfei jason n guys came.. Mambo celebrate birthday yst can c he was really drunk, den uncle angry cos he jealous.. To my darling, thanks alot..Tho we together not long,but this days you've accompany me throughout almost everyday..After work went over his place, when slpin he asked me a question "Dear, do u tink im a good bf", yes u're a good bf.. Meetin fel soon, she kpkb liao, hhahas..

okay, i hate lao dou mambo.. cos he bluff me, shit him upside down, hahahs.. over at uncle darling place, he is slpin like a pig nw.. Hahahs, was at hse downstair waiting for bus when darlin call n he fetches me to plaza meet qin, have dinner slack den off to work.. Darlin came over to acc me, he bought me 3roses with lights den ask qin to pass me sayin is customer, im nt stupid k? It's nice of him to give me such surprises, really thanks lot darl den mingfei n jason came too, after work thr im nw.. Turnin in soon, have to go wheelock tmr for my hp service. goodnyte =)

Many things happen in this few days, everything jus went wrong.. For dat incident im really sorry, bt i got no choice.. Was workin yst when reaches face change, fel was nt workin bt she went to meet jason, mingfei they all.. Sort of angry, shal nt elaborate.. Have fun yst, plannin to go whr when at pub outside den got screen.. Ended up at tanglin halt eat laksa de n mingfei sent me home =) awake by jayson sms early in e mornin since mum n dad oso woke up so chatted with em den sms and watch tv.. Got my nail painted,wait for mum finish dying hair den dad drove us down bugis with cousin, bukit merah fetch grandma frm clinic, eat and back home.. Dining out ltr with gugu they all =D I knw you'll think im a bad girl, like toyin with ur feelings bt i hope u understand mine too as im in e same situation as u have been before.. Let my playfulness and stubborness stay, you've grown up.. u talk words dat i always wanted to heard frm u, really thanks..

(me n jason)

It shouldnt end in e first place..

Meet ferraro down alexandra have dinner, stirling pass thing den back queensway look for xueli after dat went to work.. Chao di, top shell and friends came till closing den went orchard party world with them.. Hong, wei xiong and guys came over drive me to geylang jus to buy cigarette, bio abit of girl girl thr den went back and they start their "shui bi shui kuai" scared till me.. Tanglin halt look for e ah pui den their stupid idea go "99wan" back to ghim moh slack awhile and im home =) having breakfast with mum den to my lala land le. Everythings seem predicted, if it has nvr end i wont come to dis stage. Thr r things not to be said, thr r things not to be done isit e time to forgo everything and start afresh? It's really tiring to wait and wait and wait.. Perhaps else one will have a better life ahead den mine, perhaps else one will start hating me for doin all this, but dat's all i can do for now. Tk care

Every day of workin im only lookin forward to fri and sat, its e only week that thr are lots of customers and time flies really fast.. The day before went mu with fel,qin,mambo,mango,jayson,christ and guys den geylang for supper and home sweet home.. Suppose to be workin yst, mango call meet for dinner at orchard shoppin centre with mambo.. went down and they two take me like pig keep feeding none stop, jayson and fel came den sparks.. Went over herren balcony drink and relax, a real nice chilling out place i ever been. Fel ordered a graveyard drink and it is so disgusting den xueli came. Down boat quey colour zone, meiping suppose to come in e end duno wad happen. Fel went home with mambo first den sparks with jayson and me with xueli, went home bath den hong and weixiong came.. To bukit merah have our meal den back home =)

U rule the games..

Im getting sick of all those martell and chivas esp beer! E day before was workin, den sparks actually wan to know amerllia so went down thr her boss abit attitude so shift to boat quey qb, something happen, shall nt elaborate den buy beer sit along e river drink. As for yst, went queensway meet mango, mambo n sparks den off to suntec for dinner den mother fetch me to work. Knock off at 1plus went over another pub look for mother friend awhile go home bath den shunhong, weixiong and ah pui came down my hse downstairs. Suppose to sit hong bike, den he call me sit weixiong one's cos it nice and not noisy. Ah pui went hm so we went chinatown for supper, cine for "cai", a hse with lots of branded cars, den weixiong say bring me go c fish dat bout e same length as me, esso for oil, new town for "cai".. Hong went back camp, den weixiong sent me home. Thanks for ur ride tru n fro, next time pls drive with care cos i dun actually trust ur driving but it's really fun to sit at ur bike =) Boo reporting at headquarters today, im really worried. "u say nth wil happen without my permission, u say u'll lay red carpet and with ur great arm wide open for me, u say u love me, u say at least when u're gone e sweet memory left behind. I dun wan to leave e memory behind cos it'll stil goes on having u ard everyday and u have to be thr for me everyday! i cant promise u nt to worry, i really cant, sorry darling. Waitng for ur call ltr on. I miss my pretty fel and gin sis, study hard!

Some random pics, nth to blog bout nth to say much jus for fun =)

Jus walk away silently..

Yst was sort of bored and enjoy, didnt did much work as only got few table of customer.. When knockin off came a jap customer and fel was e one whom entertain him and treat her L/D, steven came n say to me "rich guy, faster go kay siao talk to fel den ask him for LD" i was sort of in a disturbing mood so i went over and say lots of rubbish den he treat me, hahas.. Maxwell for food and dragonfly with em, kind of uncle and auntie places but it was long ever since i step in to those places. Boo called and reminded me dat his reporting was tmr i knew he'll be out hopefully it'll be a warning letter cos he stil have to call me =D.. Someone words woke me up, "he alr got gf le and they really so loving, why went into their world" yes, they're so loving why am i entering e lovely couple world, jus becos love is blind? I shouldnt be doin all this, perhaps i knew wad to do le. Tk care my loves one, u know wad my heart are hopin for bt it been trap in my heart jus all e best to u ba, may everything goes out smoothly in this new year tk good care..

LEAVE ME ALONE IN DAT UGLY CORNER! !

Im jus in fcuking no mood, fcuk away everyone.. Dun care me, dun talk to me!! I WANNA SHOUT SO LOUD TO THE SKY I HATE MYSELF,I WAN TO CRY SO LOUD,I HATE E FEELING,I WAN TO BE DRUNK TO KEEP MYSELF NUMB!!! JUS SO FRUSTRATED!!! I really duno wad i actually wan, i duno wad im actually holding on to. Anyone kindly show me e path to walk? Quarrel with dad n mum, they jus duno wad i wan. ARHGHH! Everyone is calling me to think, to think bt did they think hw am i going to think. I wan to think, but e more i think e more my head going to burst. Everything jus go e fcuking wrong way!! I dun wan to see much more things happening.. May all those lovely couple last long, may my lovely people live well and i dun wan my friends to care bout me anymore, thanks!